MY FIRST DAY AT THE POLICE ACADEMY, AND MY LITTLE SISTER SHOWED UP TO CHEER ME ON
Today was the first day, and I stood there in a crisp new uniform that hadn’t quite molded to my body yet, trying to project confidence even though my stomach twisted in knots. The academy courtyard buzzed with nervous energy. We were all strangers, each of us pretending not to feel the weight of the unknown pressing on our backs.
Then I saw her—my baby sister, Avery. She came toddling across the pavement in her little white shoes, denim jacket, and a bow so big it could’ve had its own zip code. She marched like a tiny general, all five years of her determined to reach me. The moment her eyes found mine, her face lit up like it was Christmas morning. She stretched her arms wide and called out, “Bubba!” like I was the only person in the world who mattered.
Suddenly, everything—every worry, every fear—faded. The tension in my shoulders eased. I smiled. My little sister was here. And even though I hadn’t said it out loud, she somehow knew I needed her today more than ever.
I dropped to one knee and caught her in a spin. The uniform didn’t feel so heavy anymore. The tightness in my chest loosened. Her laughter wrapped around me like armor. She looked at me with those wide, wonder-filled eyes and said, “You look so cool, Bubba! Are you gonna catch bad guys?”
I ruffled her hair and chuckled. “Yeah, kiddo. That’s the plan. I’m gonna try my best.”
She nodded seriously, as if I’d just made her the most important promise in the world. “You’ll be the best. I just know it.”
As I walked to join the other recruits lining up, I noticed a few of them glancing my way, whispering and smirking. None of them had a little sister waving them off on day one. I felt a flicker of embarrassment. But then I looked back at Avery and saw her waving like she was sending off a hero. And just like that, the doubt faded again. I didn’t care what anyone thought. Avery was proud of me. That was enough.
The rest of the day was a blur of introductions, drills, rules, and pressure. Everyone was sizing each other up—who looked the strongest, who moved the fastest, who asked the right questions. I struggled to keep pace, wiping sweat from my brow, adjusting my stance, and pretending I had everything under control. But underneath it all, Avery’s voice played in my head like a heartbeat. “You’re gonna catch bad guys.” That phrase became my anchor every time I felt myself slipping.
By the end of the day, I was drained. My legs ached, my brain was buzzing from information overload, and my stomach growled from skipping lunch. Doubts crept in—was I really cut out for this? Could I actually do this?
Then I stepped outside, and there she was again.
Avery stood near the front gate, her arms crossed and that same enormous bow perched proudly on her head. She grinned when she saw me. “I’m waiting for you, Bubba! Did you catch bad guys today?”
I laughed despite myself. I knelt beside her, letting the exhaustion melt away in her presence. “Not yet. But I’m getting closer.”
She reached out and squeezed my hand. “You’re gonna be great. I know it.”